Cos I'll try with all my soul to protect you from anything,
Cos when I saw you shattering to pieces in my hands,
It just tore me apart.
I swear, I won't let it happen again.
Because if it does, my existence doesn't mean anything.

YO,
So, uh, I went for Singapore Idol!
Wheeeeeeeehoooooooo!

I was sick,
Was coughing like crazy & even had a fever.
But after eating some medicine, it got better.
But, was still sick.
I dragged myself from my 1-hour nap to get ready while my couzee made her way to my house.

Then we met Aai, who got here too,
To get to Mediacorp with us.
She even bought us something from KL!
& I LOVE IT!
:D

She's acting camera shy here.
HAHAHA.

Then we reached there and met the rest of the girls,
& Man, were they excited for the show!
Every single one of them were so hyped especially Aai!
Bullying people all the way!
;P

Like in this picture for example,
She didn't want to be in the picture,
Even when I forced her,
Bt when I took this picture, she was actually out to ruin the picture.
TSKKKKKKKKK.

Anyways, then, we went to the reception to meet iskandar who had our tickets,
& we met the other sleeqers too, like mimi & syasya & also ili aqilah & co.

We booked seats for them, & we sat in one whole row for the whole SI show.
:D

I liked that night's show.
Everyone composed their own songs & I liked how we could see that side of all the contestants that they wanted us to see through their songs.
Heee, ;D

We also screamed for Sezairi all the way!
For our Mirah's sake!
WOOOOOOOH!
;D

The the show ended,
& It was time for Sleeq to perform during the interval before the results show started,
So, the Awesomists headed down to the moshpit instead,
To be more kecoh!
Together with Joyah&Kak SV,
You can't imagine how it kecoh it was down there, at the moshpit.
Hahahahah.

So, the boys performed awesomely as usual,
Getting the audience all hyped up as usual!
& So, we all grooved & sang loudly along to the songs as usual too!
HAHAHAHA.

*** sidetrack kejap : Yeah, if you want peace, go to a library or a cementary uh, not Mediacorp or shows that have Sleeq.
Thankyouverymuch.

Okay, then, after they performed,
It was back to the SI show.
& Hady saw me & waved!
Teeheehee, that was enough to make me go nuts!
;P

& HURRRRRRR,
We were all cheated,
Results will be out only next week.
-__-

So, after the show,
I didn't get to take a picture with Mr Hady Mirza.
Awww, sad.
:(

But, met Sleeq.
Took our pictures & rushed off cos I didn't want to miss the last bus,
& I defineitly didn't want to take a cab.
Hahahahah.

Okay, I don't like this photo of me!
I look so sickly.
Damn.
How do they look good despite the many many photos they have to take?
Hahahah, ;P

Overall, it was awesome.
But it couldn't be described in photos.
:D

Thanks to all for your concern & for the laughter & joy & for the love!
:D

Till then!

So, once upon a time when I thought I was going to blog a correct post,
It turned out that I really wasn't.

So when you think that you're treated as fairly as you would expect,
You're not.
So when you think they treat you with the utmost kindness,
They're not.
So when you think deep into the context and see if you're being used instead of being on the same platform where people return favours,
Well, you are being used.

Sigh.

So, once upon a time when I thought I was going to blog a correct post,
It turned out that I really wasn't.

BOOYA!
Wheeeeehoooooo,
Ended the most awesome week ever.
So, here's the continuation.
Fyi, I still don't have my voice, its officially the 5th day that my voice ran away. ;(
Voice, you have to come back, I can't do much with this rockish voice.
Eventhough it sounds rockish & cool, I'd want you back. :(

So, let me just update you about my Grad High Tea. :D
The Prom Queen was my date! HAHAHAH! ;P

Peepos. <3

Food! :D

Performer of the day, Erma Dzalin.

With Chen Ning & Yong Min.

Okay, there are lots more at FB!
I can't upload all of them here cos its just a whole lot of them!
Hehehe.

I want to thank Siti Nur Haidah, the prom queen, for making me up on that day,
Beb, you did an AWESOME job, thanks so much & I love ya to bits!
:D

I want to thank everyone who came that day & made my day by looking ever so beautiful & still have their beautiful hearts intact.
I love all of you.
May we all stay in contact.
:D

We celebrated my Daddy's birthday on the 14th Nov,
His birthday is actually on the 15th,
But we celebrated it a day earlier since we're all busy on the 15th.
:D

With the brat.

My very sweet&loving Mu-mu-mummy & Daddy. <3

After a full meal, my little brother decided to take a jump for my shoulder to sleep.
I was so angry at him!
My Daddy took us for a ride around town to see the pretty Christmas lights & I really wanted to take a lot of pictures,
& With him slogging at my shoulder,
I couldn't do much.
I felt like throwing him out of the window.
HAHAHA. ;P

Then, yesterday, one of my cousin got married.

The engagement.

The nervous bride.

Happily married! My cousin is the bride by the way. :D

Tired helpers. Hahaha! ;P

My whittle couzees who are having fun. ;D

Cake.

Changed & Cut their wedding cake!

Okay, that's all.
I've got good news!

I'm going for this wednesday's Singapore Idol!

YEAY!
I got my tickets!
& I get to see Hady Mirza again!
Weeeehooooooo!
;P

Okay, so i'll update my blog again some other time.
& I need another book to read!
I can't go by like this with nothing to do & slogging just like this!
;(

& Let's all hope my voice comes back by Wednesday so I can scream & lose my voice again.
HAHAHAHAH.

& Nat my RC,
I'm so happy for you girl!
If you're reading this, last long k!
Love you to bits!
<3

Oh yeah.
I need a job.
Any recommendations?
Hee, :)

Till then!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLO!
I've been so busy that this blog is full of dusts!
*coughs*

Okay, so, whatever I type with an exclamation mark means I'm screaming right?
In today's post, its a different thing.
I lost my voice after screaming alot for TPRAWKS!
So, when I scream here, its just me opening my mouth bt nothing comes out.
Hahahaha.

Okay, so let me update you guys about me life.
Firstly, it was the first awesome day up on the line of the week!
15 November 2009.
It was the AwesomistSix 2nd Meetup & also Syarif's Birthday Bash day.
It was so awesome I sweaaaaaaar!
We were having so much fun laughing around, camwhoring, singing along to Sleeq's song & so much more!

Firstly, AwesomistSix's Outing. :D

& YES,
I was trying to dress up as a guy.
HAHA.
Was kind of sick wearing dresses & being all girly,
So, wanted to explore & have fun by dressing up as a guy!
ONCE!
:P

Next, Syarif's 20th Birthday Bash + Sleeqers' Get-Together.
That's all!

If you're going to ask me why there is no picture of me with the Birthday Boy,
Well, its because my face is super duper fugly in the picture.
Okay.

Then next, it was TPRAWKS!
Weeeeehoooooooo!
16 November - 18 November 2009.
I'm tellin you, I had the most awesome time of my life!
It was all bringing me back to my Sec 2 days when we had our last camp.
& MAN WAS THIS CAMP RAWKIN OUR SOCKS OFF! ;P

First day, & our faces look all freakin' pale from waking up early. -_-

I didn't take pictures for the 2nd day because I was too tired to even think of flipping my phone out to snap a picture.
We had this TPRAWKERS challenge where it was something like The Amazing Race.
They had us running all over school to do all sorts of challenges.
& I swear, plus the heat of the sun & the distance you have to run for each challenge,
IT WAS SUPER DUPER TIRING.
But I had fun!
& I got sunburnt. -_-
After the race, we learnt the Mass Dance,
& It was just so funny, because my partner & I both have two left feet,
& Plus, we keep forgetting our steps!
& HAHAH, there's one part that requires us to run from side to side,
I actually bumped my head on Eeka's & he laughed at me. -_-
Hahahaha, but I had a lot of fun, nothing was boring or made me tired.

3rd Day!

We wore ORANGE laces on our head to showoff our pack colour.
& Also, to be the same as the mascot of the colour,
Which is a Hippie. :D

That's Nabilah with Haidah, Eeka & Me.
We met her & we all clicked & we bonded throughout the camp! :D

This is my AWESOME PL, Kat.
She was sooooooo helpful & lively throughout the whole thing!
I broke my shoe on the first day, & she was ever so nice to go accompany me to buy a new pair of slippers,
Even when she was running late for her lecture.
& Throughout the whole thing, she was sooo lively to make sure our spirits were as high as her's!
With that, I love you KAT! :D

This is, I'm not really sure what his name is.
I think its Wei Kiat or TY.
Hahahaha, because his name tag says that, but he signs TY.
LOL.
Haidah was wearing Shawn's nametag for the whole day yesterday, but wasn't him.
So, yeah, not sure.
HAHA.
Anyway, he & another PL who wasn't there at that point of time brought us to Design Sch to have our doubts cleared.
So, yeaaaaaaaaaaahh.
& Uh, hahah, I think he's kind of cute.
;P

Sleeq performed before the Jam&Hop!
& It was just simply AWESOMEEEEEEEE!
WOOH!
I took a picture with them, but its with Nurul.
;(
& Hmmmms, I really regretted going for Jam&Hop for some reasons,
Instead of heading home.

Okay, dah.
Tomorrow I'm going for my Grad High Tea!
So, another long post?
& I have not posted up about my Dad's Birthday Celebration!
But I'm too tired to blog anymore.
Heheh, so, the next post? :D

Till then!

& So, here comes my very long post!
:D

The O lvls are over!
Like, can you guys believe this?!
I feel like its just yesterday that I was talking to Haidah & telling her how I was so excited about the O's coming,
& That we should be studying hard since we wanted to get it over & done with & STILL,
Do well.
Heehee,
& NOW?!
Its the holidaysssssss!
YEAH EH!

Talking about the end of O's,
My dad was nagging me about how my books&noted were scattered around my room.
So I told him that I would clear all of them up after my O's.
& I really did keep my promise!
Teehee.
I'll show you guys my new, CLEANED up bookshelve.
:D
I'm so super proud of it.

SEE?!
Heehee, I'm so proudddd! ~
The box below at the bottom is my memory box!
Teehee, it looks like all the things are so little.
BUT, its actually like full to the brim!
I'll show you guys.

Teehee,
Do you spot anything I got from you?!
Hehehe!
I was going through all the stuffs & I almost teared.
Because all those stuffs mark all memories that I went through in the years of my sec sch years.
OMG, I sound so old.
But, I AM done with my sec sch!
Teeheehee!

So, hmm, where did all my book&notes go to?
I'm telling you guys.
Those things take up so much space that I'm so glad that I'm getting rid of them.
Let me show you the big box that I filled all those junk in.
& I had the hardest time moving the box from my room to the living room!

Don't even try judging it from its size!
Cos it was super heavy!
I have no idea how I'm going to drag it to the dustbin outside.
Hee, maybe I'll get help from me father.
;P

& OF COURSE I HAD TO DO SOMETHING TO MARK THE END OF MY O'S RIGHT?!

In memorial of my Entry Proof for My O lvls.
So, after taking a very nice picture of it,
I did this to it :
Teehee, GOODBYE O LVLS!
I loved you & was attached to you for a moment,
But our differences & constant arguments made me realized,
We're not really meant for each other.
HEHEHEHEH.

So, after that, I cleaned up my whole room.
:D
Except for kakak's table.
I'll let her do it herself,
Cos i myself hate people touching my stuffs & placing them at another place & blablahs.
;P

While I was clearing my memory box,
I found this.

This was given by Didicazli,
He got bck from Moscow, & this was the first thing he ever bought for us on his overseas trip!
Aww, so sweet.
:P

Till then, I'm like very super excited for this!
Getting this letter makes me more excited!
& Its this monday?!
WOOH!
Excited giler cos I'm going with my crazy friends!
I'm sure it'll be awesome!
& I get to meet Sleeq & The SI Idols!
:DDDDD
Can you see the hugest grin on my face?!
Hehehe!

& I saw Syarif's video on FB about how he sincerely wants to reunite the fans,
Heheh,
Makes me more motivated to unite everyone!
I really want all of us to be together cos it makes a difference to everything!

Okay, I cnt wait for Grad High Tea!

& AWESOMISTS!
I love you guys for being strong!
<3

& For Erma,
:D

I love these guys a whole lot.
They never fail to make you smile.
;P

Yeay!
So it officially took me 3 hours to finally finish this.
TSK.

K, so i'll have one packed week next week!
So, yeah!
I'll update you guys man!

So, till then!
:D

THE O LVLS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRR!
Teehee, like finally.
;P

So i've got a whole lot of things awaiting me next week,
& I really can't wait!
I swear!

Okay, I'm really to tired to blog a long post today.
Shall do it tomorrow!
I just wanted to blog to announce the happy news.
Heheh!
;D

Till then!

Hi everyone.
I am really not in the best of moods today.
Well, actually I was.

I had so much fun going shopping with My Sisie,
We found the blazer I was looking for!
& At a cheap & worthy price too!
WOOH!
So now, I'll just need to find a dress.
Heheheheh.
:P

Then, we headed off to search for Ayah's pressies for his bday,
& We're also bringing him out on his bdae,
& He's really excited about it!
How cute!
;D

Lastly, we all went for a good fun-fulfilled karaoke session!
I had so much screaming my lungs out to all the songs,
& Also LMAO at my sister!
You know how she can be.
HAHAHAHA.

Then, after laughing a lot,
I found out, my friends & I were backstabbed.
Like, okay, I won't mention a lot here.
But, hello?! , who are you to do all these?
You want to conquer them?
Fine, take all you want.
We really don't care.
You might as well kidnap them and live with them on a stranded island for all I care.
Ph-Shessshh.

ANYWAYS,
Yesterday, Mirah showed me a link.
& It lead me to this.

Okay,
So now, its all her fault.
I'm in love with this guy's voice!
& He's kinda cute too.
Heheheh.

So, I have 3 more papers to go.
I really hope I'll get a good score, please!
Heheh, but before that,

I have a full schedule on the following week of  after O's.
Can you believe it?
I have a feeling the busyness will add on.
;P

Okay,
Till then!
To people who are taking their O levels,
GOOD LUCK FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS!

& To my Awesomists,
Like, I've said,
& I can say this a million times till it gets to your heads,
I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN EVER.
Nothing, not even what just happened will separate us.
I don't care about them, I care about us.
They're nothing.
Really, I swear.
:)

Till then!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLO!

Okay, I know I broke my promise of being on Hiatus,
But, who cares?
I want to spread this good news :

I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH MATHSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

Until then, I'm not touching one single maths paper.
EVER.
Heheheh. I'm so happy that I have this stupid grin stuck to my face while typing this!
HAHAH!
:p

Anyways, I'm watching My Sister's Keeper tomorrow with Nina!
& Yeah, when I come back,
I gotta study for Chem & SS.
Damn it, how I wish the O's were done, now.
Hahahahahah!
;p

AWESOMISTS!
Popular ehy?
You guys know, & I know.
:D
Love you guys!
<3

Till then!